Not that I have found someone...far from it.....but I really must be honest with myself and in looking in my mind and considering my feelings I must come to the realization that I really don´t care anymore if I find someone or not.
I have not been able to find a girl that likes me in the 24 years of my life, I have come to the realization that this is due to features of my personality that don´t lend themselfs to this. All the attempts that I have made to find someone involved to one degree or another changing myself or lying to myself about my opinions and likings, I think this is not worth it, what´s the point of lying to yourself to get someone? To keep up a charade and try to maintain a relationship?...not for me.
In honesty I have come to a point in my life were I have embraced the fact that if I find someone by accident i´ll be happy with it but I´m past the point of worrying about it or activelly seaching it out.
therefore I think I have nothing more to gain from this community or it from me.
Good luck with everything for all you people.