My inferior physical appearance is preventing me from socializing. I'm depressed. My head is so much bigger than every one elses and I'm only 5'6" tall, way below the average male height in Australia. I hate it when I hear people telling me it's all about confidence.. I don't think confidence would work with my case coz I think if you look freaky and you treat yourself like a bigdeal in front of others it would be more of a turn-off than just being wallflower. I want reincarnation. I don't want to live any longer. but you know what? even if, say reincarnation really works, there's a huge risk that in my next life I might land on some economically ruined countries or some Asian countries where the majority of the populations look like me.. as countries like this usually have the highest birth rates.