i shouldnt be so worried.
im a teenager, i have time.
if i care about anyone, and they care about me
i immediately run,
i cant handle even fun-short relationships, nor the long-serious ones.
and the happy medium is even harder becasue i dont know what to expect.
im just starting to get scared, because i cant even envision myself with anyone in the future.
ive had 3 boyfriends.
only 1 was serious, and lasted about a year.
the others shouldnt even count.
im starting to hate boys.
because every relationship ive been in has broken me, and the ones i havent been in broke me even more.
i give up, (: